ever tried to be good actor?ever tried to say i want i need i feel without letting anyone hold back?ever tried to tell everyone that this is your life your choice you don't need them to tel you what to or not to do?ever tried to find a dream without letting it go?ever tried to be you?...i tried alot to be like that without pretending without letting people telling me do that and that but don't do that or that,i'm almost 22 i've graduated recently unemployed of course had nothing to do except reading and writing,to me life is simply lame i'm not that girl who would open the door wide for bloom to be my own company in this boring life but each one of us has his or her breaking down moments so i kept thinking what i am gonna do what i really want and i figured out why not trying to have my own blog and try to write so here i'm trying to write